Back when
tigers used to smoke, there was a man. He was more legend than man for very few
had encountered him. But those that had could never forget him. He was tall,
wore a white cowboy hat, loose fitting jeans and sunglasses. His complexion was
dark and he had a reed between his teeth. He rode a white horse, a gelding of
sheer beauty. He would ride into your life, impart some meaning and disappear.
They called him the Riding Sage. This is how I met him.
It was a
Thursday. Things were quiet, perhaps too quiet when a stranger rode into town
and stopped at the saloon. He walked in, and I lost sight of him behind the
closing saloon doors. A few minutes later, I entered the saloon to find him at
the counter talking to the bartender. Something drew me to him so I walked up,
arm extended and told him I was Sam. He said his name, but somehow it didn't
seem like his real name.
We got to
talking and suddenly he asked me why I was stressed. Was it the job I worked he
asked. How he came to know that I hated my job at Cricket Farm I will never
know. Perhaps it was part of the enigma that surrounded him.
A little
fact about me. I have a working sixth sense. I can sometimes read the spiritual
energy coming out of people. But with this stranger, I got nothing at all. It
was almost as if I was talking to someone whose spiritual presence was
nonexistent. Maybe it was too strong for my sense to latch onto, but it was
almost as if the stranger was in front of me but at the same time wasn't.
We had
started talking about my job dissatisfactions and I had told him how I
sometimes felt like it wasn't worth it working there. I had mouths to feed and measly
though the pay was, it got me by. He then surprised me again by guessing my
mother had arthritis. At this point I had two choices-I could have gotten up
and walked away or I could have sat in that chair and listened to what the
stranger said. I chose to do the latter.
He was
telling me that I had guilt in me, because I could not provide for my family
properly. He told me that all of us can suffer guilt. My father could suffer
it, my friends and mother could also suffer it but what was important was that
we learn to put those bags full of guilt down and move on from them. They were
toxic he said and they did nothing but pull a person down into the dark places
he never wants to visit.
By this time
it was late afternoon and the stranger leaned back in his chair and lit a pipe.
He took a few drags and then told me something I will never forget. He told me
it's okay to feel sad, but we shouldn't let that sadness define who we are. Our
time on this planet is very limited and if we don't spend it laughing and
sharing laughter with others, we aren't living.
I nodded at
that and told him that nobody had said those things to me until now. The
stranger replied that he was there for that purpose. He said he believed a lot
in destiny and how it brought people together. People of different castes,
creeds, religion and gender all meeting at some point in their lives and
becoming known to one another. He had a twinkle in his eyes and he stood up
suddenly and invited me outside. He then told me a chant. Four words. I repeat
that chant to this day.
Then, just
as I was to invite him to spend the night with me and ride out tomorrow he said
he had to get moving. He got on his horse, doffed his hat to me and rode off
into the sunset.
Why am I
writing this you ask? I am writing this because one day destiny might make the
Riding Sage cross paths with you. When and if it does, remember these words.
Remember to tell me he has come. Remember his words. They can change your life.
The Bilge Master
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