Sunday, February 25, 2024

Starman

 I haven’t written long-form content for a very long time so I guess today’s as good a day as any and today I would like to talk about an indirect lesson I learnt. My day was quite good and prepared me for the hectic days of the upcoming week.

I got home from an improv workshop to find a book waiting for me. This book, “Take a Seat at the Cosmic Campfire” is written by Dhara Parekh who also has a novel called “Unearthing Idyll” out which is book one of the “Asymptote Universe” saga. Dhara asked me to beta read for her and I gladly did, although I maintain that I was not very helpful and she disagrees. Either way I am on the third story right now and having a ball with how refreshing these stories are! I should add here that I am a science fiction junkie and have unabashedly grown up cutting my teeth on Isaac Asimov, Arthur C Clarke and Douglas Adams, whose works have enabled me in recent times to read books by Gene Wolfe and Ursula K LeGuin and having consumed these books have made me curious to explore the works of Adrian Tchaikovsky.

I will be posting a review of Dhara’s book on Instagram and Goodreads very shortly as I am confident that the book will be fully read by Tuesday. I just want to tell Dhara that so far it has been a wonderful journey!

But let’s now go into the past for a brief moment. All the science fiction I’ve read as a kid and all the science fiction I’m reading now and all the science fiction I will read as an older man deal with one thing at the core of each story- the future and I suppose what I’ve realised so late in my journey into the worlds of Asimov and Clarke or my upcoming journeys into Tchaikovsky is about the future, a future worth looking forward to, not a past to remain angry about.

That was the lesson I learnt today while I played Tekken 7 with my friend who had dropped in spontaneously and stayed for quite a while. It was a treat hosting her and reading short stories out to her in what she terms my “narrative voice”.

As for the improv workshop, I saw growth in me. I also observed growth in a lot of the people I’ve been participating in these workshops with, and I realised that here is a part of me to work on, a new skill to build; yet another future to look ahead to.

And then of course,I saw that a friend in my book club wrote the next installment of a serialized travel story he’s writing and I glimpsed another future, one where I get to the other end of the rainbow that is his travel story’s conclusion.

Had you told last week’s Ashesh that this week he would churn out this article, or if I were to call last week’s Ashesh past Ashesh, I really and firmly believe he would have whined about how he was unable to write long form articles just now.

But hey, look! Here’s a long-form article from Ashesh.

Lesson? Look ahead, I guess ‘coz try as you might you won’t go back to the past.

But you will have a future!

The Bilge Master


Links

1. Dhara’s book

2. Sidharth’s blog



Sunday, January 7, 2024

Savor the Pause: A New Year Greeting

 

What is this life so full of care,

We have no time,

To stand and stare?”

~ “Leisure” by W.H. Davies

It’s been a long time coming but the year has passed us by. Many things happened to all of us this year. Some people had the good fortune to marry the love of their lives and others had the misfortune to break their wrist. However, this year showed me so many things.

While doomscrolling on Instagram one day,I came across Keira Knightley in an advertisement for Black Dog whiskey where the tag line was “Savor the pause”. I was talking to a friend just now and suddenly realized that 2023 was all about savoring the pause. A lot of things happened in and around me in 2023.

I walked with a bespectacled friend down alleyways, chatting about paperbacks vs audiobooks. Suddenly she reached up and put her cap on my head and took a picture .I never really cared about caps but then again,savor the pause.

I read 82 books this year- some that made me laugh, some that made me cry and to some,I had to say goodbye to. I got hold of Slash’s autobiography and I packed my Harry Potter books into a friend’s bag, letting them go for the price of a biryani at Zeeshan.

I gained weight and lost it, only to gain it back again. I’m an electrical engineer, and I think my body has realized that because it kept my weight in a loop this year- lose-gain-lose-gain-lose. Oh, who am I kidding? I slacked off on working out and can’t look the face in the mirror in the eye anymore. (Think “DYWTYLM” by Sleep Token).

I also took quite a few photos (Instagram below, follow, don’t unfollow).

So, we’re in a new year now, but the old year also saw me learn about jokes and actively participate in improv jams, where I saw raw talent unfurl before me under the guidance of a good facilitator. It turns out, I’m not just “The PJ Machine of Bengal”as some people one said. I’m nowhere close to that title, but what I am is a man who got a chance to make himself and others laugh. (Look up Calcutta Comedy Company on Instagram and BookMyShow for details. Poetry and Stand Up Comedy also a part of this organization).

There was a lot of “new”in the year that was. New books, new music,the news that Portnoy returned to Dream Theater, the rediscovery of Tool’s “Lateralus”, the 3AM random craziness, the books and candles sent to me by a great friend in the USA,whose house boasts quite a few dogs.

T.S. Eliot said that last year’s words belong to last year’s language and also asked his reader if he should dare to disturb the universe. On the other hand, Emily Dickinson could not stop for Death. As for me, I saw fear in a handful of dust, playing “Batman: Arkham Knight” and also realized that the key to life is to keep a cool head to “savor the pause

Here’s to a new year, full of mistakes, lessons, laughter, tears and joy!


Links:

1.. Instagram


The Bilge Master