It has been
a long time since I wrote anything. To be honest it is because I was sort of
living in the past. I was re living moments that had passed a long time ago and
as a result, I was getting nightmares and feeling like crap.
Until I had
a talk with my father today and he pointed out the very simple truth that these
things are behind me. They cannot hurt me ever again; unless I let them. That’s the key see? What I do to myself is what
affects how my condition and my mood stay.
It’s kind of
like Green Day’s song 21 Guns. The part where Billie Joe says
“One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky”
I need to
lay my past to rest. I need to move on. I will. From right this moment.
Okay so dad
might have snapped at me in anger once. He has been my anchor for the past
twenty one years.
The
important things in my life are my friends. My happiness and my future.
The important
things in my life are not my past, my
bygones and who said what to me when.
I think it’s
about time I stopped being a royal ass and started to laugh again!
The Bilge Master
keno? likhbo kichu
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