I just
returned from a 15 minute walk. Why is this important? It is important because
I have been unable to leave my room for almost three weeks now.
But, today I
did leave the room and also left the house. I had my music on my phone turned
up to a decent volume, I had a bit of adrenaline coursing through my veins; and
I walked. I walked the length of the colony we live in and walked back.
No
hallucinations. No sickness. No feelings of apprehension or fear psychosis.
This is a
win. I notched one up against the bastard in my head. I’m fighting back. I
could not have done that without all those people who kept their patience and
faith in me and gave me the strength to do what I have gone and done today.
One win to
me!
(For those that dont know, I have been suffering from depression)
The Bilge Master
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